What is going on here? A view from a psychologist perspective.

John likes danger, yes, the excitement, the adrenaline rush but not just from the cases; he relishes the fact that Sherlock brings this to their relationship in their emotional dynamics. Even without a case, John cannot look away if Sherlock is in his presence, he is a moth to the flame and is very much party to the way Sherlock ‘plays’ with him. Sherlock brings it to John’s attention that he IS manipulating him, toying with him, he always lets John know that it is a GAME. John even anticipates that the ruse is in play, he states it, warns against reprisal. There is an understanding that when Sherlock brings out certain emotions that they may not be real or they may be disguising some other issue. But John understands this and wants this, he loves it, and notice the reproach never actually arrives. Just like in the tube, John sees manipulation when Sherlock begins, he does his shouting, his faces, but in the end he allows it to continue, and he ends it with a diatribe and a smile. Sherlock knows that smile is coming. It’s all sexy to them. 

John does literally throw himself, body and soul, onto Sherlock once he is back. We may not have seen a hug, like we did with Lestrade, or a kiss, as we did AU with Molly and Jim, but John was around Sherlock’s neck, on top of him and in his face. This is their way of getting physical. If I had these two men in my office for a counselling session I would point out that they were substituting anger for sexual passion. One of them has latent homosexual feelings, the other is gaining pleasure from the game versus from the physical act of sex. One taunts and manipulates, the other reacts and is impressed. Consent is very much a given here. It’s a form of S & M. John wants Sherlock to up his game. The more Sherlock does it the more ‘love’ he is showing John. 

Occasionally we see the two drop the act, the scene in the hallway was an example. If the stakes get very high they don’t do this ‘dance’, in TRF the stakes were too high and we saw a more grounded and desperate interaction, even the manipulation that Sherlock did to John was done in a far more serious and reticent vein.  I am assuming we will get more of this in the ‘climax’ by series end, when the stakes will be raised very high. In the tube they were dancing their dance, healthy? No. Consensual? Yes. It is how they say ‘I love you’. The smiles at the end signify message recieved.

I can get behind this theory 100%. If you look at the timing of it all, Sherlock takes advantage of the emotion they were sharing pre-bomb diffusing and when he comes up from the bomb he admits that he doesn’t know how to fix THINGS.  He never refers to the bomb specifically after he diffuses it.  He is using the emotion/adrenaline to ask for forgiveness in the only way he can.  John thinks (at first) that Sherlock is asking him to forgive him for getting him into this mess, and they both run with that. Almost having two separate conversations.  Sherlock does look genuinely shocked when john says he forgives him…i think maybe sherlock was going to try to pick a bigger fight and let the adrenaline take over for both of them so they could get it all out…but then john surprised him with his forgiveness.  Our tiny tyrant ALWAYS surprises him.  

Initially I was not ok with this scene, but now that I rewatch it, and I can look for the timing, I have decided I am very much ok with it.

It is Sherlock communicating and being emotional in the easiest way he knows how.  It’s a language both parties have agreed on.  They’re just a little rusty.  

I am just going to say “Umph…”

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An early (gif) work for Sophie Anne Leclerq and Alexander Grayson.

I may be back to giffing. 

Oldie but a goodie.

Because Eleven and Oswald are so good together.

Mads being Mads.


You make a rather unusual couple.

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Garden of Illusions

Sword reaching for neck,

Aiming to slice.

She yells, “No, don’t!”


A million particles she has dispersed into and yet they became one and ‘her’ once again. Did Thanatos take her life and brought her to the Underworld as he was supposed to? Was she fated for unfortunate torture for having the heart inside? She waited as the consciousness found her once again. She waited for the slice of the sword, for her ribcage to be torn apart so that he could reach in and pull out the heart. 

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Visit from the Underworld: It is MY heart!

Souls reached the Underworld by millions a day, sailing over Styx but never allowed to swim in it for the Gods knew once a soul entered the river, they would become invincible. The rhetorical walls of the Underworld trembled with /his/ angry holler.

"Where is it?" The man with a giant’s figure wrapped up in black leather roared. His skin had taken the color of a bronze statue, eyes were wide and dark, piercing everything he had set his eyes on to. The man held gigantic form but despite his anger, his movements were of a certain elegance.

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Birth of a Queen: Part 2

Obtaining the heart was surprisingly easy for the fledgeling. His arms extended only after his notoriety. Vampire elites knew that the fledgeling became mad after his maker was put to meet true death on the hands of a fucking traitor. He was breathing fire; breaking necks, emptying veins, ripping arms and legs all over town to find what he was seeking. There was no corner that could hide anyone if he wanted to find that poor soul.

The heart came in a medical ice box, shipped from Australia. André’s own heart, the heart that did not contain life at all felt as if it was going to shrink and then swell to the point of blowing up inside his chest. His fingers trembled over the lock but he had to see it for himself. He had to see if it was the magic heart that would bestow life to the one he lost.

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Birth of a Queen: Part 1

If the scientists thought it would be physically possible for them to recreate a person –a vampire nonetheless- from their gooey remnants solely by present science, Sophie would still be doing her time in Tartaros under Hades’ cruel command.  

For the second coming, magic’s involvement was a must. The mysterious and yet slightly unbalanced benefactor was keen on the vampire queen, perhaps that’s why he had summoned the most powerful witches from New Orleans who wished to remain mostly unseen–there were lots and lots of faux impostors-, a guru who had convicted himself to the Sahara Desert for a crime of his mind and a shaman that lived alone in the Northern Africa, in its wild forests.

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I think I just saw Robin Wright Penn’s Vajayjay

Tell me it is not true. 

It is this scene in the film “Adore”, she is having sex with Xavier Samuel. Do I see what I think I see?

BTW, Xavier has a baby’s bottom. Lovely :)

Ben Barnes - Locked In

Alright so I know it is probably illegal but there are many of us that won’t ever see this film ever again.

So here it is, Ben Barnes’ Locked In film for your viewing pleasure:

Being Human Craze!

Does anyone have a livestreaming link for Being Human’s last episode?


Only tumblr can give me feels about math…



I feel like this could accurately describe some ships I’ve shipped.

math feels

And whats even worse is regular ol’ intersecting lines

They meet once and grow farther apart forever.


That awkward moment when you start shipping lines.

I think it’s time that I step away from the computer…

That last one is totally my relationship though we are a pair of sine and cosine waves it is true

I believe I am one of the parallels…

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